As most of you who read my blog might have already ascertained, I’ve taken something of an impromptu break from raiding on my druid. After leaving Nascent I enjoyed a brief stint of going ronin. I leveled some alts, ground out some cash and Crusader’s Seals to get those alts heirloom gear (case in point, my deathknight now has heirloom plate shoulders), and generally enjoyed the feeling of not having to commit to anything I didn’t want to do. I did a few pugs of the daily heroic, but nothing too stressful.
I did re-join the old guild I left Nascent for, but after seeing guild drama over my return go from ridiculous to ludicrous to plaid*, I was embarassed enough that I quietly gquit them in the middle of the night and never looked back. (Apparently, 10m Onyxia is serious business.) After that, I was done raiding for good.
Or so I thought. After seeing the patch 3.3 previews over on MMO-Champion and surfing through images of t10 loot there and other places I began to feel the itch to raid again. Unlike most of the other bloggers who I happen to read, I actually did (and do) enjoy Trial of the Crusader, though some of the lore behind it is a little fuzzy — why would Varian Wrynn, who fought for his life as Lo’Gosh, be AT ALL interested in watching a bunch of his own Alliance do the same in the Crusader’s Coliseum? Lore aside, I like the instance and its frenetic pace; the Twin Val’kyr is one of my favorite boss fights, at least in current content. And I’m totally sick of Ulduar. After slogging through a giant Titan compound for five or six hours, it’s nice to just have to worry about one room.
So what’s the harm in me raiding again? I thought. Nothing will have changed, and Nascent is blowing through 10m and 25m ToTC (and Onyxia, too) like it’s nothing.
How wrong I was. Nothing had changed, really, and I mean that in the most literal sense of the word. While Nascent may have been blowing through ToTC like pros, it was done at the expense of every guildie or pug who wasn’t pulling 6k DPS or wasn’t in i243 gear or who suffered with 4-5 fps in a full 25m raid environment. I prefer to raid in an environment where Vent is not an inhospitable place. That might be a lot to ask of a “progression” guild, as Nascent styles itself to be, but making your raiders feel bad and guilty is not the way to lead any sort of raid. I don’t care if it’s Icecrown Citadel or Molten Core. (This is one of the reasons that while I feel I’d make a great raid leader, never – not ONCE – have I expressed the desire to do so.)
Tonight’s raid saw us one-shot everything up to Twin Val’kyr; we managed to beat down the Faction Champs with a minimum of trouble, although things got hairy once or twice. For some reason we couldn’t muster the coordination with Twin Valks and their Twin Pact, which started off the snowball of QQ. Anub’arak was a joke; we didn’t have the DPS to down him, though we managed to get him to 90k before he enraged on us and one-shotted our new tank, who has 51.7k health. Though there were a myriad of reasons as to why our raid wasn’t working, makeup being a major factor, the raid leaders, the Powers that Be, decided to call it and sulk their way back to Dalaran, moaning and whining about DPS. Not even pulling 2k DPS in a place like 25m ToTC is one thing. Doing 3.6-4k DPS is another. When is it not enough? Where is the line drawn? Am I just too casual for this guild? I haven’t seen much info stating that 4k is too LITTLE for anything, especially when you have several guildies who can easily pull 7k out by rolling their faces on the keyboard.
I’ll add here that back in the heyday of my raiding with Nascent, when I all but had apartments in Ulduar, I was averaging 5.2-3k DPS a fight, and sometimes up to 6k on fights like Ignis. I haven’t raided in about six weeks, though, so pulling 3.6k DPS on a fight that requires a lot of movement – and when I’m averaging about 6 fps – ain’t all that bad.
You have to carry some people sometimes. And eventually, the people that are being carried, or at least helped out, will learn, and will learn to play their class, and will in turn help the rest of the raid out. It’s a give-and-take situation. It’s not just a give.
I’m officially in raiding retirement again.
* They’ve gone to plaid! Yes, it’s a nerdy reference. This is a WoW blog.